Feels like nobody..

Tis past few days kinda moody dunno wat happen to me...cook also no mood...maybe its my guys "period" had been affecting me..but ill try to make myself happy cuz life isnt about work too..miss my dear alot too.she's having alot of stress recently bout her studies..hope she can cope it...everyday's been a tough life for me..but its ok..i can cope it..dunno wat im writing too cuz too many things in my mind..till next time ill blog more..chaoz..

its been awhile..

Its been awhile since i blog bout my life..feels like a brand atmosphere juz came out of me... and im out of work for 1 week and its been kinda stress cuz i feel im not in a mood for work...keep thinking stuffs tat doesnt relate bout my work..thinking mostly bout my relationship..i do really miss her all the time but juz tat my feelings to her is like part of my life is g0ne..since im in penang for the past 4 days i should at least call her but i didnt have tat feeling to do..juz keep on waiting till the day arrive..
For the past couple of days ill be doing my stuff my mom pressured me to do last time like blood test,warts and stuffs..kinda miss penang's olf life of mine..haha..slacking around whole day till dunno when its time for lunch or dinner..its kind of nice to be with family after some time..cuz u have the feeling of being loved by them..yesterday played badminton wit my dad and OOH...it was so tiring..make me run like a f***in chicken...tats y 2day i had the most aching body in my entire life..luckily not for my boners..haha..sometimes i feel tat home is the best part of my life cuz it makes me remind of my sweet and bitter memories tat i have..keep listening to SUM 41 newest song WITH ME..makes me miss MEI a lot..i do pray for her to have her exams to have flying colours..make her parents proud would be my num 1 priority tat i tink.. and im proud of my dear of doing a good job so far..so far ill been very happy to be with mei all the time is juz tat the distance makes me hard to accept the fact it will make us apart so far..tats y i miss her alot..now is about 7pm got to go prepare for my dinner time wit family de..till next time my post tat would be dunno when..haha..c ya..